So today someone asked me if I was okay. At first I was kinda surprised by the question — Me? Okay? Of course I'm okay, what could possibly be wrong! And then I actually thought about it. I haven't eaten in like three days, haven't slept properly in a week, and I'm definitely not thinking "Ah, life is so beautiful!" Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. No, not at all, I never wanted anyone to pity me, I'm not pathetic. It's just... weird, y'know.